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Sunday, October 23, 2016
Vape
Same old, same old. After all these years, the same shit just comes popping back up. I dont know if I can do this again. This time, I cant afford to be selfish. Its not just a future now, its plural.
Your nonchalance is like a blunt knife just stabbing me in the heart, man. It hurts rather than irks.
Have I made such a colossal mistake? Is it too late? What to do, God? What should I do? Is it me? Am I the problem?
Friday, February 05, 2016
Post love
I mourn for the love we lost. It pains me to see how far apart we are. What happened? When did it somehow get lost in the hussle and bussle of life? Theres only so much rejection a person can take. It slowly chips away at the confidence. And then comes the resentment.
Thursday, September 03, 2015
Another chance?
Nearly a month of hiatus.
There's a youtube video going around on Facebook titled Ali and Andrew Part 1 and Part 2. A gist of it is, Ali and Andrew were together for 7 years before they broke up two years ago. In Part 1, Ali asked Andrew why did he cheat on her? To which he replied, he didn't, he barely had oral sex with another woman. Lol men are such simple minded creatures. Only actual sex constitutes to cheating. If only women were that simple.
When pressed on the issue and he said, "I was interested in other options", I nearly broke down. She looked so heartbroken. Sure it was two years ago but to hear that your supposed partner wanted other options, whoa that's gotta suck.
In Part 2, Ali asked Andrew why has he been single all this time after they broke up. He dragged his answer but ultimately, he said that when they broke up, his heart broke. Going through their stuffs together, having to go over to her place to pick up his things, after 8 years, it took too much. It hurt too much. So in his new relationships, he tend to put a stop on it before it got too serious.
In the last scene, Andrew asked Ali if given another chance, would they get back together. From there. it could be seen that she is the stronger half, she has moved on. She kept on repeating she doesn't know. When asked why they would stay friends after the breakup, she kept quiet. While he, simply said he misses her, really missed her.
Note to self, just post the video here la Puts haha.
There's a youtube video going around on Facebook titled Ali and Andrew Part 1 and Part 2. A gist of it is, Ali and Andrew were together for 7 years before they broke up two years ago. In Part 1, Ali asked Andrew why did he cheat on her? To which he replied, he didn't, he barely had oral sex with another woman. Lol men are such simple minded creatures. Only actual sex constitutes to cheating. If only women were that simple.
When pressed on the issue and he said, "I was interested in other options", I nearly broke down. She looked so heartbroken. Sure it was two years ago but to hear that your supposed partner wanted other options, whoa that's gotta suck.
In Part 2, Ali asked Andrew why has he been single all this time after they broke up. He dragged his answer but ultimately, he said that when they broke up, his heart broke. Going through their stuffs together, having to go over to her place to pick up his things, after 8 years, it took too much. It hurt too much. So in his new relationships, he tend to put a stop on it before it got too serious.
In the last scene, Andrew asked Ali if given another chance, would they get back together. From there. it could be seen that she is the stronger half, she has moved on. She kept on repeating she doesn't know. When asked why they would stay friends after the breakup, she kept quiet. While he, simply said he misses her, really missed her.
Note to self, just post the video here la Puts haha.
Wednesday, August 05, 2015
My husband is better than your husband!
This morning I logged into Twitter. I periodically do this, sometimes once a month, other times a few months will go by and only then will I find my iddling thumbs somehow logging into Twitter. Anyways, I digress.
Alana Williams accepted my follow on Twitter. And so, my stalking of her hot piece of ass of a husband has commenced, after taking a sabbatical of a couple of months HAHAHA. Homigod I sound like a preadolescent girl!
I shall tell yall a story of a dream I had. If Im not mistaken, it was after I had gotten married to my gorgeous, loving, perfect husband.
Somehow, someway, my husband passed away (CHOY AR! *touches all the woods within reach*). The dream that we always had was to go to New Zealand, so in his loving memory, I went to New Zealand alone, after a good, acceptable amount of time mourning. When I was there, I went to the one of the mosque and as I was making my way out, I met Sonny Bill Williams HAHAHAHA. Long story short, we become fast friends. He introduced me to another Muslim revert family. All of us became friends. During that time I was so lost with the loss of my husband that I wasnt updated with SBW's life. Apparently, he lost his wife too HAHAHAH what are the chances seriously. So SBW and I went to sit by the river where we talked about our lost. We became each other's listening ear. A few days went by and the Auntie from the revert family told me to give SBW a chance as she has not seen him this at peace and contented since the passing of his wife. Homigod drama siol!
Anyways, to make the story even shorter, we got married HAHAHAHA. Imaani and Asyraf became siblings and I look like a midget beside my very tall new husband.
HAHAHAHA okay everybody chill! I obviously dont want this dream to come true. I love my husband, I love my life. Alhamdulillah for the blessings that Allah has bestowed upon me so far.
Thursday, July 09, 2015
Easy come easy go
Hers is not a friendship that Im eagerly waiting to rectify. It takes two hands to clap. Not like Im missing out on anything anyways.
#mussings