Hey, I put my new shoes on and suddenly everything is right.

We had an awesome time at Ijah's Navy/White party! Charles&Keith bag, Swatch watch, Stringy collage, necklace and DIY boxes to put all them presents in. We hope you love them babe! :)

Oh hey, Im over being angry. My brothers dont want me going overseas with boys cause they are just worried about me. Sometimes I get jealous when I see people holidaying with their friends, but really, my brothers are just looking out for me. Its not about trust issues, I get it. Too bad no one cares where YOU go. Hehe.

Anyways, my Along wants to bring me to Bali and my Angah wants to bring me to Bangkok. Both for free! I only need to bring my own shopping money! Yay! How not to love having brothers I ask you? :):)

Oh and I got me leopard print and faux Chanel pumps yesterday! Whoots whoots I am a very happy girl! :):):):)

Im just a kid and life is a nightmare.

So. I had a long talk with my 2 brothers and Mum (Dad was working).

Along said, "If theres boys then its out of the question. Get yourself some girlfriends to go for holidays with. When you are more mature, you'll understand and appreciate why I did this. Its ok if you hate me. Just know that I love you, no matter what.".

And, "You know what, you are the cleverest among us all. Just ask anybody, your Angah, your sister-in-laws. Do you know how proud I am of you? How I couldnt sleep for a week when you asked me if you can go for further studies. How I kept thinking how can I get money for you studies? Just ask your sister-in-law. Among all, you are the person who gave Ibu the least trouble. I havent heard any bad things about you from anyone. Im not naming names but look at the rest. Please just maintain your reputation can?"

And I cried and cried like a freaking baby.

And then when he had to go home, he just stroked my hair and kiss my forehead and said, "I'm going to Bali in May. Come with us. I'll pay."

After he went home, my Mum, Adik and myself ordered KFC. We cheers our glasses together and Mum said, "Let bygones be bygones."

I know I know I should be thankful to have brothers. And I know I should be more matured about petty things like this. But sometimes its just so damn hard you know? In their eyes, Im still a baby. I understand their concern but.......

Haiz. I'll get over this.